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February 03 Finally Saying Goodbye to YouFinally Saying Goodbye to You
I know deep down you guys are gone, Left me here alone in the dark, You all left, Everything around me is so cold, Why did you do this to me? Leave me alone in this cold world, You were my best friend, You’ve help me through a lot, Now that you’re gone, Who there for me, When I cry, lash out in pain, I can’t cry anymore, It hurts too much to stay here, You told me you’ll never leave me, Guess what you have, Cold, dark, scary new world out there, For me to explore, I’m too afraid to say anything, I not ready to let this go, I saw nothing, I heard nothing,
Until the phone rang, My world went crashing down, I never wanted to hear those words, Casey he kills himself, It’s not your fault I blame myself because I wasn’t there, When he need me, I was wrap around with my problems, I wanted to lash out, I wanted to scream, I couldn’t speak a word, I sat silently staring out, To nothing!
The world to me is so miserable, Now that I can’t see your face, Why does this always happen to me, I never knew you would do that, Kill yourself isn’t answer to anyone problems, I wonder why you did it, Why was I last one to know! December 30 My Dear friend, Young DadI tired to understand, What you want me to be? The girl who sweeps you off you feet, The person who here for you, When you get mad or sad, I will always be here for you, Now that we aren’t friend, I pray to god to make everything would be okay for you, Now you don’t want me in your life, I will always be here when you need me, A shoulder to cry on, A friend who understand what you are going through, I pray that you won’t do anything stupid, You a lot going on, You pushed me away like I meant nothing to you, Which it hurts to see you in pain, I look in your eyes and I see that you are hurting, Why can’t you just tell me? What have I done or what have I said to hurt you? I will never understand, Why you want to be dead? You’ve got a wife and a child to look after, Why do you want me to be in your arms? I’m not going tear you family apart, I won’t be that girl, who says she loves you, You know that I don’t want you, I saw you look at me, Knowing my world is tore apart because of your words you said to me, I told you over and over that I don’t love you. Why can’t you accept it? That we can’t be together! I saw you today, with your baby, You look like you were happy, When you eyes turn toward me, I saw the saddest, I know you’re just a young boy, You need to be a man, Take responsibility for your baby, Your girlfriend needs the help, Please stay with her, She needs you more than anything. Take her every word and never let those words go, She afraid as a baby Never let her down, That all she got is you and the baby, I know what going on through mind, Wonder if are love would have grown, You have her and I have a boyfriend, I let you go, And now you should let me go, Our love will never be, So let me go, That all I ask you, You won’t and that tearing me apart.
May 07 What's the PointWhats the point now
When my dreams and my hopes been wash down the drain
I feel alone moreeach day
No one knows what going one
No one cares
Everything feels like shit
Not that I never felt this way a long time
And now it coming back in my mind
It hurts more now
I wish the nightmares go away
And everything be back when it used to be
That will never happen
May 04 Forget Mr Average! You go for the artustic typeForget Mr Average! You go for the artistic type!
Creative. Sensitive. A bit offbeat. Your type is the Artiste, a unique man who knows how to express himself in many ways, whether it's through words, music, or attire. You're attracted to his unconventional ways and his remarkable talents. He doesn't feel compelled to abide by society's norms. He believes that individuality is the key to happiness, and everything he does is a reflection of his "inner self". You fall head-over-heels for such confidence and style. Whether he's playing a song he wrote for just you or writing you a love letter, this man knows how to make you feel special. He's in touch with his feminine side and doesn't need to assert his masculinity to feel manly. If we were to paint a picture of your future, the Artiste would definitely be part of it! O.K. Now you know your type. April 07 Letting goYou always said how much you loved me And I was so stupid to believe in you ?Cos you broke my heart so many times with all the pain that you put me through Sometimes I would want you to be near Those were the times you were never there I never really expected too much from you I just wanted a bit of tender love and care I was told by so many of my friends They had seen you with someone else I thought they just wanted us apart I told my self they probably jealous Once you left me for another girl She lured you in with all her charms I waited for you to see the mistake And I welcomed you back with open arms I saw you flirting with one other girl You dined that it could ever be true I gave you the benefit of the doubt Cos I was so tired of not trusting you But one day you pushed the limits When I saw you with my best friend It was the day that I let go of you The day I put this crap to an end You told me how much you missed me You said you realized you love me more You said you only want to be with me But I have herd all that bullshit before You thought I could never let you go But now you have no control over me I?ve opened the lock around my heart Let all my old feelings for you go free The reason I kept going after you Was cos you made me feel so alive And with out you as my boyfriend I never thought I could ever survive Now I?m doing so well with out you I am so glad that I chose not to stay And now there?s sadness in your eyes Because I was the one that got away No TomorrowDreading tomorrow And hoping this storm will pass through the night When my mind's still awake But my body sleeps tight And I fear that this storm Will bring floods and despair Because I created this monster That will destroy what was there You will feel it inside Because this storm is yours too The storm's in us all Built up from the pain we go through But tonight, we will see What we've done with our hate When we realize its strength We'll all know, it's too late When the sun tries to shine And all that remains is silence's hum There'll be no hate No death No fear With a tomorrow that will never come Wondering What's RealWondering What's RealWonderinfg throughts that stay in my head Hurtful lies that stay close to me You stole everything for me My heart My money My soul Everything gone crazy when you come around You tool my life in your hands You hitme so may times I stayed because I throught you love me Loving you was a big joke Our love is so depressing Crazy lives we lived What's real now No mater what we did do You were my bestfriend My life is torn apart Ater you choice her over me You drove me away from you I left as a ghost getting chase away Knock on the dootr Scared me like a worried mother You tired and now its to late I'm gone Pills lay on the desk and alchor in her hands Sucide note I died for love Her friends we left heartbroken Missing her everyday Blaming me for ur sis mistake isn't my fault She the one left you to fight with ur real mom
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