Finally Saying Goodbye to You  

 

I know deep down you guys are gone,

Left me here alone in the dark,

You all left,

Everything around me is so cold,

Why did you do this to me?

Leave me alone in this cold world,

You were my best friend,

You’ve help me through a lot,

Now that you’re gone,

Who there for me,

When I cry, lash out in pain,

I can’t cry anymore,

It hurts too much to stay here,

You told me you’ll never leave me,

Guess what you have,

Cold, dark, scary new world out there,

For me to explore,

I’m too afraid to say anything,

I not ready to let this go,

I saw nothing, I heard nothing,

 

Until the phone rang,

My world went crashing down,

I never wanted to hear those words,

Casey he kills himself,

It’s not your fault

I blame myself because I wasn’t there,

When he need me,

I was wrap around with my problems,

I wanted to lash out,

I wanted to scream,

I couldn’t speak a word,

I sat silently staring out,

To nothing!

 

The world to me is so miserable,

Now that I can’t see your face,

Why does this always happen to me,

I never knew you would do that,

Kill yourself isn’t answer to anyone problems,

I wonder why you did it,

Why was I last one to know!